Today has been an emotional day for me. It seemed to be the domino effect kind of day. Were one thing falls, and then the next and then the next, till at the very end, its almost impossible to get back up!
No worries I'm fine. Its mainly my job, things are changing and I use to be soo good with change, but I'm finding it harder and harder to adapt . Maybe it's cause I'm getting older, or maybe its because I now have a voice with opinions, but I have to remain silenced because I really need this job. I have learned today that I have to change, or Ill be looking at a dead end road with no job.
Tonight I was sitting on the floor playing with Landon, he brought me a book, he got a little excited when I was reading to him. He jerked the book from my hands and slung it back, hitting me in the eye. It HURT!!!! It was the kind of hurt were you really want to cry, but think you'll be silly if you do. Well folks, I cried, and I couldn't stop. The whole day came crashing down on me in that moment. Landon just looked at me, crawled in my lap and hugged me tight, he put his little head on my shoulder and on my chest and just let me hold him. He was so still and quite. My heart melted! He knew I needed the comfort. I can not put into words how that moment made me feel, I never want to forget it EVER! Thank you sweet Landon!
BIG thank you to sweet Katie@ Love is everywhere! For the honor of being one of the first blogs of the week!!! Thank you Katie you helped make this day not as awful!! -----> Look at the cute little button in my sidebar!
No worries I'm fine. Its mainly my job, things are changing and I use to be soo good with change, but I'm finding it harder and harder to adapt . Maybe it's cause I'm getting older, or maybe its because I now have a voice with opinions, but I have to remain silenced because I really need this job. I have learned today that I have to change, or Ill be looking at a dead end road with no job.
Tonight I was sitting on the floor playing with Landon, he brought me a book, he got a little excited when I was reading to him. He jerked the book from my hands and slung it back, hitting me in the eye. It HURT!!!! It was the kind of hurt were you really want to cry, but think you'll be silly if you do. Well folks, I cried, and I couldn't stop. The whole day came crashing down on me in that moment. Landon just looked at me, crawled in my lap and hugged me tight, he put his little head on my shoulder and on my chest and just let me hold him. He was so still and quite. My heart melted! He knew I needed the comfort. I can not put into words how that moment made me feel, I never want to forget it EVER! Thank you sweet Landon!
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| Please look past the sweet little sick nose! |
BIG thank you to sweet Katie@ Love is everywhere! For the honor of being one of the first blogs of the week!!! Thank you Katie you helped make this day not as awful!! -----> Look at the cute little button in my sidebar!
Sounds like a rough day, but ended on a good note. Nothing like the love of a child to make it right again. Hope tomorrow is better for you.
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Awww what a sweet moment. Sometimes it helps to have a good cry, especially with a little sweetie there to hug you until you feel better. Congrats on the feature!
ReplyDeleteAw those days are SO hard! I am sorry hugs to you. Glad your boy was there to give you some loves :)
ReplyDeleteOh hope your day turns around. Sending you lots of love!
ReplyDeleteFound you on Katies blog of the week. We all have days like this sometimes weeks, months, years. And then that little person reminds us to keep it all in perspective, why we often do the things we do i.e. censoring our selves to keep our jobs to help support our family. I am in the same position. Tomorrow is a new day! Newest follower.
ReplyDeleteOh, I know those moments! And a tight hug from my daughter can make it all better as well!
ReplyDeleteHope today'll be better!
Sending hugs and love your way xxx
Oh sweetie, I know how you feel! Those kind of days/moments are just no fun! Hopefully today is a little brighter for you :-)
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Aww, what a sweet guy you have. I have done that too many times. I have had toys thrown at me, hit in the face, hit on the nose where it instantly makes your eyes tear up. And on bad days those things can make me just breakdown.
ReplyDeleteCongrats on the blog of the week, how awesome!
I want to kiss that sick little nose's cheek AND I want to give you a hug. I completely understand those days. I think we avoid crying because we try so hard to stay strong for everyone else, to show we're not weak. For some reason I find comfort crying in the shower. I have no idea why. I can't remember the last time I cried, I'm sure I"m due and it may not be a book hitting me in the eye to trigger it but I can feel it coming. Work is such a huge cause of my stress so I completely, without a doubt understand where you're coming from. I think we need to find us time.. just to cry :) I think it cleanses our system, hehe. I hope you have a beautiful night. Make sure you put your feet up at some point and say.. 'I'm taking a break!'
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Katie
Sorry you had that kind of day. But isn't it sweet how loving our kiddos can be. Whenever I cry my boys rush to me...I think they are truly trying to make it better...and my oldest is kind of protective of me. I'm sorry about the job thing....that sucks. I don't like change either. **Hugs**
ReplyDeleteI understand rough days for sure! Been there, done that!
ReplyDeleteHope the rest of the week is much more positive for you!!
Oh I hate those kind of days! Sorry lady:-( Hope today went much better- you are one lucky lady to get to have those sweet eyes looking back at you!
ReplyDeletecongrats on ur "blog of the week" :D
ReplyDeleteso lovely you were able to capture that moment with ur little man when everything around u felt so overwhelming * *
What a sweet heart!
ReplyDeleteAwwwh, I am so glad that Landon brought you comfort!
ReplyDeleteSorry you had a rough day, I hope things are going better for you. Isn't it amazing how our children can make everything so much better? The little things that matter the most. Wishing you luck with your job situation.
ReplyDeleteMany blessings to you!
Jill
I'm so sorry it's been a rough day, Heather! I remember I got a black eye once from my sweet 2 year old accidentally lifting a heavy table decoration while I was sitting with her on the floor..and I cried too!
ReplyDeleteHang in there! Things will surely be better tomorrow!
Just found your blog! Aren't kiddos the best? They can make a crap day into a love fest with just a smile sometimes. :)
ReplyDeleteit's amazing how moments of pain can turn into moments of gain... Oliver and I had one not to long ago... I was laying in bed with a headache and he was playing with my hair... the next thing I knew I head butted... Hard.. it hurt, and I cried(so did he, but not as hard as I was). He too, snuggled his head on my shoulder and patted my back.. it was so sweet of him to comfort me the way I comfort him when he's hurting... :0) Our sons are so sweet!!
ReplyDeleteThat's incredibly sweet! Little boys can be pretty amazing :)
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